i drifted even further away from God, strayed from the righteous path so much more, sinned more and slowly i'm losing faith. situation seems hopeless doesn't it? i was on the verge of giving up.
but when i picked up my camp file and read what i once wrote, i realised that i shouldn't give up living for God in everything because through it all he will never stop loving me and guiding me no matter how many times i fail. i have nothing to lose if i continue trying to live for Him. it may take me a week, 10 or 20 more years or maybe more than that to feel His love again and to regain that desire to live for Him but again i say, I WILL NEVER STOP because i have nothing to lose in simply trying. also i will never give up
simply because He never gives up on me.

my friends, have faith.