Slowly I am returning back to my old sinful lifestyle, so far from God.
suddenly things seem to turn out all wrong like everything is against me. Could it be that God is angry with me? It seemed so much like God planned for my punishment and destruction,
I wanted so much to run away from God, I doubted Him.

But then it suddenly struck me that those were the lies of the evil one. God loves me and will never plan my destruction for it says in the bible that because He loves me, he will never plan for me to be destroyed but for me to prosper. And no matter what, the Lord will always love me for He loves me not for what I did or do, but for who I am.

Friends, we may be people of little faith.
We stumble and fall so many times, but know this: God will ALWAYS love us no matter what and He is only a prayer away when we need Him. His mercy and forgiveness knows no bounds. His love is endless.

"'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'" (Jeremiah 29:11)